Here it is again...another reminder of the Lord's faithfulness to me when I see it not. I recently have been stressing over the fact the I lost around 10+ hours of work between the fall and the spring. At times it was sadness over the change and other times (sad to say, but truly the majority) it was doubting what God has provided me (read-sin). The crazy thing is I already pointed out to myself multiple times, that my schedule fit together in such a way that could only be explained as a blessing from the Lord and I was still questioning what he provided.
So now I write, saying yet again, the Lord provides (please remember self). I now have most of those hours back and am blessed to see into the lives of two more dear families, who love the Lord and want to raise their children to love the Lord as well. This is such an undeserved blessing, especially when I see how much I didn't trust God to provide.
Lord, Help my unbelief and thank you for all that you have provided for me.
Our lives as Christians are indeed a continuous ebb and flow of our faith in the Ever faithful One. May He help us all the more as the day of His return draws nearer still.
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